A Healer's Light

If you’re a healer, artist, intuitive, sensitive soul, empath — if you’ve felt too much, gone through a rough patch, or are in one now — always remember this:

We pull from realms others cannot. We see differently. And most of all, we feel differently. We can feel truth.

Recently, I had a moment that shook me. I felt like the angels let me down — massively. I almost questioned everything. It felt like a trick, a blindside I didn’t see coming, even though I thought I was ready. It was bad.

Now, I practice what I preach. I live in truth and light — that’s my soul. It’s why I do what I do. For others, that path doesn’t come so easily. I’ve had countless clients say, “The universe isn’t helping me,” or “I ask, but nothing changes.” And I get that. I’ve been there. I try to give them tools I’ve used myself, things that work.

But this moment felt different. It was a direct dark attack — because it was. Someone projected every ounce of unresolved pain in their heart onto me. Pain that had nothing to do with me.

I did what healers do: I took it, transmuted what I could, protected others from the blast. I called on every angel — especially Archangel Michael. And while I know they were there, this energy was big. Dark. Angry. It felt like an unhinged episode I’d never choose to watch again. The energy shifted — and not just for me. It was felt. I begged the angels to make it stop.

Where was everyone? I felt exposed. No buffer. Just me and the storm. No protection. No shield. Just me.

And yet — I remained composed. I stood in a giant ball of grace. I did what I came here to do.

Every healer needs protection. Every healer needs a protector. Whether it’s your angels, your boundaries, or the sacred people who hold space for you — you must be shielded when you are standing in the light. Protection is not a luxury for sensitive souls — it’s a requirement.

Letting ego lead the way will always get you in trouble. And it really shows when someone doesn’t take care of their inner light and only focuses outward. I hope the person who unleashed that darkness found some healing, in that moment or later. It ruined something important for me — and I had to work hard to let that go.

I do know one thing… God gave me strength and light.

So what do you do when someone tries to take your light? When they’re so hurt and angry they dump it on you — and you’re left carrying their storm? Trust me, I’ve been there more times than I’d like to count. But this one… this was next level.

These are damaged souls. Not doing the work. Wanting the end result without taking a single healing step. They sit in darkness and want to pull others in. Make it all about them — what they didn’t get, what they think they deserve. I had to dig deep for this one. And I realized: I was protected. I just didn’t know it at the time. Looking back, I can see I was silently being redirected. It could have been worse.

I had to walk through the storm. Winds. Hail. Rain. Right to the face. It was the path the universe gave me that day — and I chose to walk it with grace.

And — at the same time — light was pouring in. Literally. People showed up with open hearts. They wanted to give me joy. They walked with me in the light and offered their own when I didn’t have enough.

That experience was profound. These are the souls I want to be around. That’s the energy I want to stay in.

Light and dark coexisting in the same moment is profound to look back on. But when you’re in it? There’s no map. You just pray, use your tools, and walk in your truth.

This is why we must do the work. Because without soul work, healing work — chaos will always take the wheel.

I am forever changed from this experience.

So, here’s what I want to tell you — what I’ve learned:

When you go through something painful — big or small — feel it. Every raw, awful, uncomfortable part of it. Don’t skip it. That’s how we heal.

Cry it out.

Call someone.

Take a walk.

Watch a show.

Sleep.

Sit by the ocean.

Do the work — then the healing and aha moments will roll in.

The healing comes when the work is done.

And once you’re healing — stay around other healed people. It’s essential. Not optional.

Darkness will want to pull you in. Don’t let it. Don’t respond to messages that drain you.Say no. Say not now. Protect your light.

Seek the light. Read. Join a group. Get Reiki. Take care of your soul like your life depends on it — because it does.

It’s a daily practice. Some days are easier. Some harder. Be kind to yourself.

The angels will meet you there. The universe will meet you. You don’t have to be perfect — you just have to keep going.

Keep your light shining, even when the path feels tough.

You’re stronger than you realize — just like a lotus rising from the mud, graceful and unstoppable.